EDITED,THE POST WAS TOO TEMPTING EVERYTIME I OPEN UP MY BLOG.
ok peace.

i don't wanna know and i don't wanna care anymore~
but guess what?
i still love you.

it's kinda sad when people get kinda oblivious about things don't you think?
oh wells.
i pity her and her that's for sure.

oh yeah i heard the worst news yesterday.
WADE ROBSON'S OVERDRIVE TICKETS WERE SOLD OUT AND I WANTED TO FLIP.
oh my godddddddddddd.
my only chance to meet that sexy man and it's byebye.
grrr.
tragedy tragedy.
HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN?
6 hearts were broken!
namely..
randee,marion,lydia,debbie,xiaoyunnn and i.
my oh my.
tragedy.
ok enough of that.

i cannot wait for finals to be over.
then shop shop with ranrandeedeeboo(haha!!) and mariooooonnnnnn.
HURRAH:D
ok i g2g now.
wanna study.
i didnt come to school just to study okehh:D

byebye.

adakah kamu benar benar fikir bahawa saya kisah jikalau kamu ditendang keluar dari sekolah?
benar kata,saya tidak.

OH OH OH I DIDNT KNOW THERE ARE PLENTY OF PSYCHOTIC PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD.
like,fuck it.

today,was english paper!
awesome awesome.
especially compo.
ROCKING!
hurrah.
a maths was fucked up end of story.

WADE ROBSON IS COMING TO SINGAPORE.
[starts chanting]
XIAOYUN'S GOING.
grrrrrrrrrr.
MARION'S GOING.
grrrrrr.
RANRAN'S GOING.
grrrrrrrr.
I HOPE SHE'S NOT GOING!
hopehopehope.

ok aku tau aku lame.
but whatever!
I WANT TO SLEEP NOW.

our tears are breaking
would you tell me,
how are we gonna survive?

i still can't believe it.
i really can't.

anyway,
today had tuition at 10.
did a maths.
YEAH IMAGINE A MATHS EARLY EARLY IN THE MORNING.
bleaaaaaa.

i need entertainment.
boringgggggggg.
i just downloaded fruity loops.
DAMN FUN.
hohoho(:

ok talk to you babies some other days.
AU REVOIR.

whatever it takes
or how my heart breaks
i will be right here waiting for you

yeah yeah.
the duo called sleeq made a remix of that song.
sounds very touching.
REALLY NICE
go listen okehhh.
CLICK!
saper dengar confirm cair!
confirm confirm.
especially biler dgr syarif's voice.
WOOHOO.
okok enough.
STOP IT,ERZA

anyway miss history teacher of 3s3 and 3s2(some) can go and die.
yah end of story.
that's all i need to say.
DON'T NEED TO LONG LONG STORY.
that woman can just go and die.
GO AND FUCKING DIE.

anyway talked to marion just now.
everything's well.
hurrah:D
everything's cleared and so is my conscience.
thanks babe.
and loves.

okehh.
forgot to buy farina chocolate.
hahaha.
nvm nvm.
mondehhhh.
I MEAN MONDAY.
heh
ok want to study.
BYE

so much for being cliquemates, she doesnt even know who you are.
she's your cliquemate and she asked me "is it me or is she drifting away?"
SHE DOESNT EVEN KNOW WHO YOU ARE.
i don't know anymore either.
i feel like i don't know you anymore:(
i really don't....

ok got a lot of tests coming up.
finals soon.
3s3 will ALL GO UP TO SEC 4.
i hopeeee:D
really really.
i think the class will be incomplete without one person.
HURRAH.

ok dah want to go.
BYEBYE IDIOTS.

ohmygoshbloodyass.

ok so dulu kau nak convince aku yg dier kurang ajar.
kau nak convince aku yg dier prasan dier "GODFATHER OF HIPHOP"
kau nak convince aku yg that guy tak leh gik jauh and he will soon just be hated and mampos.
APE SAK.
berbual pasal diri sendiri kan?
dan...
skrg saper yg MENANGIS TIDAK BERLAGU ah?
aku tak dgr pon lagu kau lagik pat radio ah.
DULU STEPPING JEK MACAM TERROR.
cakap yg kau ni so into the sghiphop scene.
and that kau sincere rabak la eh with what you are doing and kau nak breakthrough.
skrg saper seh yg rotting pasal dah tipu org banyak?
saper yg skrg takde maruah diri ah?
yeesh.
recording sana recording sini TAIK PON TAKDAAA.
whatever ah eh.
kalau kau nak tau,kau kehilangan a friend and a fan.
TOO BAD.
AND IT TOOK ME THAT LONG TO REALIZE THE LOSER YOU ARE.

ok babies,you guys don't understand nvm(:
it's not for any of you on my msn that's for sure.
alrite i'm out.
if you guys need anything buzz me,wokay(:

ok i want to blog in malay.
:P

nenek aku very terror can?
she was like EH SUARE IMRAN AJMAIN BAIK EH.
baik ah nenek aku..
hahahaha.
kwang kwang.

tgh dengar lagu teriyaki boyz.
gerek dok.
suker ah lagu dorang.

tadik piano lesson mepek ah.
STRESS TAU.
auditions untok recital on 30 sept.
saper saper free kol ah eh on that day.
wish aku good luck.
kalau tak mati sial...
keke.


ok ah..
tak leh sabar seh untok finals to be over.
PENAT SAK BLAJA.
serious serious..

ok dah best..
aku dah blog.
byeee

tell me what do you do
when it all falls apart?

i try to tell myself that what's happening it's not true.
I DO NOT FEEL THIS WAY ABOUT YOU is what i'm trying to convince myself.
but it's tough.
i just want this feeling to go away because i do not want it to affect us in anyway.
maybe like everything else,i shouldn't bother about it.
since when did i give a fuck anyway?

let's sing the happy song.
i'm super bored.
having piano lesson soon
i feel so fucked up:(
just want to cry and cry and cry and cry.
yeah that's what i should do.
let everything out.

ok byeee.

could we just have one last of all the sweet times spent?

why did i let myself believe
miracles could happen?

just woke up.
i'm super duper sleepy.
i'm all alone at home again.
this 1 week holiday hasn't been productive for me at all.
gonna start study later in the afternoon(:
yeah yeah.
time to buck up,erza!

i have a weird weird feeling.
and it is that terrible feeling that i didn't go for band.
strange but true.
okehh.
nvm.

OK I HAVE TO GO ALREADY.
byebye losers.

holding on to what's left.

i got attached to Diana at 2107hrs today.
we fought at 2207 hrs(YEAH ONE HOUR LATER) until 2250hrs.
we broke up.
andd we got back together on 2254hrs.
all this happened on 7th September.

ok best..
I WAS JUST KIDDING.
yeesh!
my point was,DON'T TRUST DIANA:P
she has so many many affairs ah!
but nevermind i still love her a lot more than anything(((:

oh yeah i was talking about childhood deprivation
didnt know someone was so deprived.
haven't even eaten happy meal.
someone will buy for you happy meal ok(:

HAHAHAHA.
I GOTTA GO.
I'M SO TIRED.
SHOOT ME.
nights

to you(i'm using same colour for same person) :
SEE WHAT YOU DID.
i vented my anger on my blog about you and now my TRUE close friend think i'm hating her and talking about her.
so shoot me kill me and flip me upside down that i blame you and that i hate you so much.
but i really do,ok?
you're pissing me off like nobody's business.
i thought you were that sweet nice girl but you've evolved into this bloody bitchy woman.
GRRRR.
if you've got no pussy to talk to me about what i've done wrong,THEN STOP TALKING BEHIND ME ABOUT WHAT I'VE DONE WRONG.
i tried to maintain that friendship we had.
I REALLY DID.
i tried to keep the communication between us.
i tried to make sure the relationship between us was steady as i did not want to lose a friend like you cause i've told you a lot.
THAT IS WHY I TOOK MY TIME TO UNDERSTAND YOU.
but yeah,maybe i tried too hard.
you know what..
if you didnt want this friendship from the start and all you wanted was to use me and have company you should've just told me.
SINCE I'M ALWAYS BEING USED BY PEOPLE I WONT GIVE A FUCK.
grrr.
fuckedup fuck it!

to you(you know why it's red and black?yeah..) :
well,if you really did feel guilty after reading that post which wasn't meant for you then well this is what i have to say and rest my case.
yeah maybe after you did msg me it did hit me.
we've drifted quite a bit and yeah,i sometimes find it awkward for me to start a conversation with you.
that's why sometimes i just brush you off.
i know i'm bad.
but that's kinda how i avoid being in awkward situations you know?
it's like...
i just don't know what's going on in your life anymore and i feel lost:(
but chill,we'll make this friendship with the other 2 work,i hope.


where's diana when i need her:(

GUESS WHAT ERZA REVIVED HER BLOG.
BET NO ONE'S GONNA READ IT:P

i really don't understand you but i'm trying to.
i wanna treat you as a friend but i find it difficult:/
i don't find it comfortable anymore being around you.
it's like as if i don't know who you are anymore.
you know that nice sweet girl you used to be?
you feel very sad/pissy when you don't see us around but when we are around you act like as if we're not there and go along with others.
SO WHAT THE BULLSHIT DO YOU WANT SEH?
I REALLY REALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND.
maybe i'm trying too hard to understand you.
maybe i shouldn't have even bothered to try and understand you from the start.
but sometimes i don't wanna accept the fact that i don't want you as a friend anymore.
because we've gone through quite a bit together right.
ahhhh,fucking fedalle forget it!
fedalle is just my random term yeah?

k best..

been wasting so many smses on Diana.
LIKE 200 I THINK ALREADY.
and i have 300 more to last till the end of this month.
GRRR.
and i owe that girl chocolate fondue.
BLEA.

i miss a lot of people ALL OF A SUDDEN.
eventhough i saw some of them today.
hahaha.

i miss(not in any order.PURELY RANDOM)
gadis
syira
jess
theresa
asilah
priscilla
clarice
dilah dilo
amira jjc
yongni(k,wtf?)
huda
fiona sng
nani
zakk
hanis.
AND THE LIST TAK BOLEH STOP BETOL...